There were nights inside these walls I sleep in tears
Questioning why am I living, for what do I exist?
They say all I am is not what should it be
Who I am is wrong and I cannot be freed
Illuminare
Whenever I’m in pain I always try not to cry
Whenever I feel weary I lash out that I’ll survive
But there are tears that I can’t hold and I know that I can’t keep
That’s when I’ll kill the inside of me and make my heart stop to beat
You Smile
It is unexpected, it is not what should it be
It is just so superficial to be so-called “you and me”
It is something imaginary, the love you feel to me
It is somehow need not to be concealed, the feeling I feel for thee
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Love Again
I know I can’t bring back the time
And only I who can remember all what we’ve been through
I know I can’t bring you back in that time
And only I who can reminisce it through and through
I can’t bring back all the love from that time
But I know we can remake it and make it feel brand new
And I know I can’t bring back all the lost time
But I know we can catch up and make a new story of me and you
Aspire
I have always dreamed that I wish I could fly
Above the mountains, soaring up high
I have always wanted to see all things far below
To travel above the river and watch how it flows
Always Saying Goodbye
Hurriedly went to sleep, lay down in the night
Sleep tight wait for tomorrow and everyone’s out of sight
Grasping all the sorrow, remembering all the pain
There’s no one out for tomorrow, no one’s waiting in the rain
Unendingly, Unconditionally
I have almost stop counting, I have forgotten of when you weren’t there
For forever I know I will always have you – someone who will care
We’ve already done so much but still we yearn for more everyday
And I promise we’ll be going to more places, to be alone with you anywhere
Resonate
You may stumble when you walk along the way of life
Where no one you can run, no one is at your side
But you can’t stop now, be strong just hold on tight
Help will soon be yours, someone will be there to guide
A Smile that I Would Never See Again
It’s been a long time since we lived together
Seems like everything is ours, seems like it’ll be forever
It’s been happy days when I am with you
The laughters we’ve shared, everything we’ve been through
Bless The Lord, O My Soul (Psalm 103)
Bless the Lord, O my soul
Bless the Lord with all my inmost being
Bless the Lord and His holy name
And remember all His well-being
He who forgives all your iniquities
The one who heals your diseases
He who redeems your life from destruction
The one who showered you with loving kindness
Gian Gutierrez 